Confession

I take the feelings that she brushed


with her words

with her breath


The feelings inside

that I am unable to find


alone


And once discovered

I sink my fingers into them


I dig them out


Formless emotions

smeared on my fingertips


I use them

to paint my words


For you


For all of you


But the feelings are mine

they do not belong with her


I do not share this love


and I wonder


if I ever will

2 comments:

  1. your feelings will always be yours... you can, however, share them. as you've done here in a beautiful manner.

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  2. to open yourself to vulnerability is one of the toughest fears to breach... this is a haunting poem, cloaked in lonliness and desire

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